ON THE BACK FOOT

People refuse to take responsibility to something they may have shared a role in. They would rather direct your attention to how someone else was the major lead in the play. Without manning up they will never accept that they also added to the problem, this type of thinking puts their mind in a defence mode. Hardly anything heard is taken in and the little that is heard has a barrage of overpowering comebacks waiting to be launched at anyone challenging their sincerity. This shows us that they're mind isn't at peace with their beliefs because they're not relaxed and seem to be prepared for a war even though there is no fight. When you are highly strung and wound up you tend to neglect the facts because your rational mind is ignored which leads your thoughts to confusion. Distracted by the way you feel it is hard to hide your true state of mind when you are feeling angry, because your anger doesn't reflect well if you are trying to connect with people. Most people prefer the company of someone who is at peace with themselves which shows others that they are comfortable in their own skin and also someone who isn't afraid to show a high level of compassion for those that are misfortunate than they are. People search for qualities in their friends that they themselves deem worthy qualities to possess . Without the acknowledgement that they may too be at fault because of their actions then they too will never learn from their mistakes which will lead them to repeating their wrongs. Our tolerance threshold for bad choices can only take so much before the truth comes out and we have a mental breakdown because life hasn't turned out the way we have planned. The truth may hurt but the lies we tell ourselves isn't going to keep us in good company when the realisation hits us that we have been trying to dodge the truth . Our friends and family wont cope with the frustrations our lies may have caused, our only hope is that they will forgive our wrongs. How can anyone forgive someone who refuses to accept responsibility of their part in the lies they may have said ? because you cant forgive someone who shows no remorse.

TO TIRED TO RETIRE

We work most our life to reach a stability of wealth that will help sustain a certain lifestyle. Making a promise to ourselves that eventually we will reach our financial goal and retire from our job to enjoy the remainder of our life utilising the nest egg that we have put aside for the rainy days that may follow. But our commitment changes and so does our promise to the lifestyle we've imagined ourselves in when our financial goals are met. Some people seem to search for another out to the promises they have made leaving them with excuses of why they shouldn't retire yet. For now working no longer is warranted by the struggles that force others to a lifestyle where work time overrides our leisure time. Fear of what they will do with the eight hours of freedom where they can choose how to spend their leisure time is enough reason for them to stick inside the box that tells them how and when to do things because choices are scary when your not sure what to do.

LONELINESS IN A CROWD

Trains are full of people having a lot to say but keeping conversation  to themselves their thoughts camouflaged by the crowd. Only few people try to communicate with the passengers in their sight, usually are confronted by a weird look and then a question DO I KNOW YOU?. The bigger our society gets, the more we feel less connected to the people that surround us. Diversity grows leaving us with more choices which leads us to  more confusion, are we able to choose what we want or does it conflict with what people expect of us.

RUNAWAY TIME

People are afraid of “The truth” that we are mortals running out of time. Where decisions must be made and our priorities influence the way we live .With every decision we make the repercussions we are forced to face. How time does not wait for you to take the reins of life. Time, a reminder that we are not invincible. Bringing everyone on an even playing field.

FACTS DO RULE OVER FICTION

There are questions people don't like asking themselves because the answers open there eyes to changes they do not want to comprehend for their beliefs aren't use to being challenged. They would rather believe that putting a happy face means that there problems really have been dealt with. Afraid that if they show negativity to those who deserve it by being rude to those who are selfish it can take over there own state of mind. So use your imagination and let the delusion settle in. Life is great if you don't acknowledge that there are ups and downs in life.

MISERY LOVES COMPANY

When your jealousy overtakes your envy your appreciation of simple pleasures of life are overridden by your lack of control of your emotions. Jealously left in the place where your morals normally stood swaying you to do what is out of character. Jealousy now your companion, stuck on taking you far from your happiness .Your only on track when you’re truly happy by following your desires. You are the only one able to wake yourself up and bring you power to your ability to reason with your conflicting battles in the mind. Do I try to be good to others or do I just be good to myself.